jappy=p

Sunday, July 31, 2005

faith

parish feast day.
it made me think quite abit.I don't know whether I've been blinded by my Catholic faith for years.I just don't know.but rest assured I still love God.
hmm.me and my sis[mel] went around buying lots of stuff to eat.it was fun looking at all those lovely stuff to eat.
we had a nice lunch at home.I got distracted by a new book my sis bought.I can never resist the temptation of a new book.call me a book freak.haha.
I had a nap till 5.woke uo to scream at my irritating sis who made a big fuss.I wandered around my house,snacking and trying to figure out how to do my GP essay.I did that from 5 to about 7.argh!I'm so bad at GP.just so bad.
we had BK for dinner.I'm so off BK now.I've been eating it every week.argh!no more fastfood!!!
I'm quite worried about Chem test.shall go study a lil harder.I gotta get a D or E for it.
yea.shall go watch a lil TV before sleeping.
looking forward to another great week.I will get over chem test some how.

9:30 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

wiped out.

I'm kind of emotionally drained.
a busy day.
PE was real fun.body combat!!!it was fast.I like it.it was pretty funny.kicking punching and whatever,so fun!I think I'll go take some sort of classes after my promos.something similar.I'm definitely gonna get lots of aches tml.I can feel it.
Geog was great as usual.Mr Lynn happily wrote all over my notes but it's ok I guess.Chem tutorial was packed.she went fast but not too fast.I was able to understand most of it.lessons were pretty ok.
oh LTH is very very bad.she's picking on people.
we were let off early.one period earlier.but a couple of us stayed back.me n J went for chem SSP.well,it was pretty ok.I managed to understand quite abit.but I need alot of practice.argh!!!poor J was kinda down 'cos she didn't understand much.
[hey Jadey,don't worry ok?we'll pass chem!]
I saw HL on my way to the MRT.waited with her til her bus came.we were talking about our future.I hope most people will stay in S'pore.so that we can meet up all the time.I miss them like mad if they leave.well,I'm fixated on going to NUS.ha!doing some science thing that has to do with food.
after that,I went to meet P n S to go for kidsread.kidsread was a disapointment.that TE started out without us.sigh.I got paired with the 'psychotic' girl Qiu yun.she's kind of weird.she looks mentally impaired[sorry to say that but she does look that way]I was extremely patient.I talked to her,coaxing her to speak a few lines.but she didn't say much.I felt so frustrated and helpless when I couldn't get words out of her.P got Jia Le.I was with that kid last week.S got Wilson.I got her.argh!I need to try harder I guess.it's really really hard.she just wouldn't listen to me.
I was waiting for it to be over.I couldn't take it.
we were so tired after it.had a longer and crappy briefing.hmph.heart attack.next week will be better.
ok shall try calling YY.hopefully she's free.

10:30 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

bio spa

another happy but slack day.
I woke up at 630 [when I can wake up at 8] to go for breakfast with K HL tree J and B.Aman came later.hmm.pretty fun I guess.the food was nice.we went to this coffee shop somewhere near the mrt.K's cantonese is quite funny.spiders lurve B=p haha!!
luckily,we took a bus[although super packed] back to school.we spent some time in the void deck talking and revising bio.
we got some tips to bio spa.Beans came out!!eww.sec 4 stuff.I don't like it!
Bio Spa was quite yucky 'cos I kept doing the wrong stuff in front of her.I poured in the mixture into the filter funnel without a test tube below.how stupid.and the examiner[Mdm Tham-discipline mistress] was looking at me.oops!haha.I think S n K's stuff is funny too.
haha,the class spent some time after Spa,discussing all those stuff.so funny!!oh we saw AL.well,no feeling.
we went to Queensway.10 of us-me K HL tree Aman HY B orange L Al.actually we wanted to eat at Ikea 'cos it was too crowded.we ate at Bk.argh!I'm sick of BK.
we went on the queensway to look at stuff.I still want to get that pair of red ear rings from causeway.
we left at abt close to 2.
sleepy me.I don't seem to ever get enough sleep.although I do sleep alot!
I got home,bathed,and took a nap from 3plus to 750.I was supposed to wake up at 6!!!argh!ok I'm so piggy-ish.
shall go do some chem and geog.cannot slack or I'll have to drop geog which I like the best.
a busy day awaits me.school til 430,Chem SSP til 600.rushing down to clementi,Kidsread til 8+
oh my..shall sleep more=p

8:45 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

pig

happy day!!!
haha.woke up at the usual time 'cos of a 'nightmare' concerning someone.I couldn't open my eyes.it's really really weird.K knows about it.
school was pretty ok but very very slack.
NE dialogue was pretty nice for once.it's about urban planning.pretty cool 'cos I'm a geogger.haha.well the pics were really nice.
geog tutorial was nice.Gp was boring but at least K n I were talking n laughing about stuff=p geog lecture was boring but ok.I didn't sleep!chinese was ok.bio was spent worrying over the format for tml's bio spa.argh!
had lunch with a few people.later,we went for maths ssp.ha!the class is filled with guys and one gal from SE4.we had to do some assignment before going off.we did it and left at about 330.
I went back by bus.kinda weird.I wanted to take a nap.I ended up reading a book and falling asleep after that.I woke up at 830 when I'm supposed to wake up at 7.
ah!blasted my study plans for today.need to stay up I guess.
argh!I can't stand my cough!I get coughing fits all the time and I can stop them.nothing works!!!

God please help us in our times of need.we need help during our bio spa.I pray that You Lord will bring us through this.I pray for those who are going thru great stress and unhappiness.may You grant them freedom and let them stand again.
In Jesus name I pray.Amen.
=)

9:30 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

unglam moments

yay!
another good day.
I went to school with P as usual.ha!I'm always the one seeing her most unglam moments.
lessons were pretty boring.I was sleepy n falling asleep but ah! I don't care.just slept thru chinese=p
we didn't have bio lecture.so we just slacked which is very bad.argh!I'm completely mad.I'm in the mugging mood.Chem lecture was yucky.she goes ae leetle bit.haha!
hmm.the rest of the day was better.geog tutorial was super funny 'cos Ms Leow wore a new skirt which is stripey[pink,black,grey,off white] it's ugly.as in the cutting is great but the colour combi is terrible!!haha!well,it's from BCBG.well I thought it looked like it was from this fashion.it looks so cheap!to think she paid hundred over bucks for that=p haha thank goodness.I managed to stop that S from blurting out.
GP was fun 'cos we were slacking,talking and laughing.haha!real fun!
after school,I went out with J to Holland V.we went to starbucks.well,I blew away quite abit of my allowance.oops.green tea frap is so nice.bagels too!!!it was fun.I managed to revise chem equilibrium which is very good.
I got home at abt 730+.
I need to eat dinner before doing some work.argh!I hate this.
got a slightly screwed up ankle.it's getting looser and looser.yuck.
Hillsong is coming to S'pore!!!yayayayayayayayayayay!
I will never ever trust tt person again.once lost,it's lost forever.even though it can be found but it's just too much.

8:15 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

more cookies again

yay! happy day=)
chapel was kinda screwed up.but yea.pretty ok I guess.I slept thru the talk.but I did listen though.
I copied maths during recess=p
well lessons were pretty normal.
K n Liz came back during lunch.yay!I was really happy when they came back.haha.
well the day was spent quite nicely.I quite like it.
after school,we went for go green.haha.now more than half of go green is from SD2.haha.it's pretty funny..yea..
I went back with P.ha!she can so not balance...pretty fun..
I met up with YY.Ser came later.guess what? they both bought chocolate for me!!!!!haha.YY bough snack size mars bars.I ate 1 and gave the rest to my siblings.Ser gave me Meiji Macadamia choc!I'm gonna eat it at the end of the week.
[Thanks!guys!so nice of u all to get choc for me although it's gonna make me fat=p]
haha.it was pretty fun.we went to BK.I got to see Ser's photos on her laptop.I managed to do some homework in which YY helped me to do my chinese summary.
[yay!thanks YY for helping me with my work.I'm so lazy!haha thanks anyway..]
well,it's a really nice day.
I'm tired and sleepy.I shall sleep early.shall mug tml instead of today.
raow.sometimes,I feel jealous of people who love their sec school.I don't.never ever wanna go back to BV.buy I do miss my friends.classmates.NP friends.argh!

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

bought more stuff.

ok.I'm perfectly fine.I forgot to say I puked because my medicine made me puke so I'm not taking my medicine when I'm full.so yea.nothing is wrong with me.
I woke up at 12pm 'cos I slept at 3am.haha.I had lunch.slacked around for abit before going out with my parents go furniture shopping.
well we went to marina square and millenia walk.we walked around for pretty long.we didn't get anything 'cos we didn't find anything good enough.well my dad is kind of reluctant to get this really ex bed for my grandma.it costs 4 times the already more ex than normal mattress she has now.
later on around 5,we went to buy dinner from Mei Ling street.then we went to Dempsey road.furniture shopping again.well this time,there were more stuff to look at.all sorts of woody furniture.I like the last shop the best.their stuff is really nice.it's kind of chinesey.but it's really nice.very very pretty.the wood is so nice n the finishings are great!
we finally got our bookcases[antique stain.glass]they're nice.yea.my mum got the bed she wanted.so it's good=) yay!one step closer to getting all our stuff.
we got our
-dining set
-bookcases
-sofa set
-one bed frame
now we need
-lighting
-more bed frames n beds
-built in cabinets n desktops.
and we're done!!!!!woohoo!!!!!!!!!
haha..ok..my new house will be nice=)
yay!off to do a lil homework!
still coughing.argh!tired....

9:30 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

puking

pretty nice day I guess.
I went to the supermarket today.It was pretty fun but I didn't get all the stuff I wanted because my mum had to drive the car back.my dad wanted to use the car.
well.I had a nice lunch but I puked out everything!!!!!!!!
ok.yuck.I felt like dizzy n stuff after it.I tried to go and sleep.but it had to come out.I puked 3 times in total.it's so gross.I haven't puked ever since primary school.ha!
I went to sleep after that.woke up and went to church.I can't sing 'cos my voice is gone.well sort of.and I can't stop coughing.urgh!
we went to westmall for dinner.pretty nice.yea.dinner is staying in my tummy=)
I need to study.tml I guess.
ok.baking time.demand for my cookies has gone up.friends n family=p
haha!off to baking

9:00 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

KidsRead CIP!!

yay!
a very very enjoyable day!
school was pretty fun.
I didn't bring PE uni!argh!I had to sit out body combat lesson.argh!waah.so bad!I can't believe I actually forgot to bring it!!!so bad..it was super fun!but I didn't bring it!
Geog tutorial was so fun as always!geog rocks!Mr Lynn is so funny.oh A is so pro.he can draw out lots of stuff and explain them.simply fantastic.I was like whoa A is so smart!haha!I really like geog alot!
chem prac was fun for once!it was this sudden change in the solution.so cool. GP test was fun.it was exhilarating.heh=p I managed to fill in every single blank although some of them r wrong.haha.yay!i need to get high marks for GP tests 'cos I failed GP.oops=p
hehe.lessons were pretty ok.ah!I need to do maths.my chem is yucky.
after school we went for KidsRead CIP.me S n P.K n tree pulled out.heh.tt student who is in charge of us is bleah.whatever but bearable.well we're in a group with this nerdy guy from SD3.ha!I've never seen him before.but it's pretty ok.we went to eat dinner around tt area[Clementi]the fish n chips are pretty nice but I was so so full after it.
it didn't exactly start off very well.we were supposed to sing all sorts of nursery rhymes.well,I sat thru 2 story readings.boring!hmm.three of us were so left out as the rest were very spontaneous.but we got more involved later.
it got more fun!haha.the kids are really cute.S is evil.she laughed at the kid I was with.in the end,the poor kid was so embarassed.all her fault.haha.wilson is so cute!everyone loves him.hmm.looking forward to next week.yay!haha they missed out all the fun.it's a pretty nice way of spending my friday nights.
yea.the trip home was funny.P and her rapping!haha.
real good day=)
YAY!SUPERMARKET DAY TML!!!ok I'm a lil mad.sorry.
happy.very happy.mad.hehe.

9:30 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

so crammed up!

a pretty good day despite having such a tight schedule cramming for geog n chinese.my cough will get better hopefully.my throat got so itchy tt I felt like scratching it out.
I went early in the morn to see mdm tham abt my subject combi.ok.she's not so scary as I though she would be.hmph.I gottta tt early again!ah!less sleep!!!
haha.thursday mornings are not good.gp equals sleepy n bored me.
PE was pretty ok.I escaped from the fitness club to play tennis.OK I'm bad at it.very very bad.I'm a super newb at tennis.argh!I shall practice more.poor coordination!A is so good at it.well she's good at practically all games.like E last time in school.
well fitness club ppl ran 2.4.tt's why I escaped=P well I shall run with them the next time.not all rounds but a few rounds.screaming at them to run didn't work.oh well.
Chinese was yucky.heh.most of the lessons was spent reading thru geog n doing chem assignment.sigh!i need to do maths.this weekend will be maths weekend.I will do up tutorial 14,15 which is due on monday n 1,2 'cos I haven't touched them=p oops.
geog terms was ok I guess.I don't think I made much improvement in my human geog.it ended at 630.
I got back at 730.snickers isn't nice!it's too sweet!!I got mouth ache from eating it=p haha!I'm still a Mars bar fan.
ok I need to read up Gp package on GOVERNMENT & POLICIES!argh! and do a geog essay outline.yuck!
tt fella's blog has shifted.probably doesn't want the rest of the class to see it.
Mr pokemon sounds so funny!

8:45 PM

bah

From his latest blog entry,
claire:tt fella better watch out if he does anything more.I'll just scold him right in front of everyone.I don't care.watch me!...hmph if I'm in school,I'll just SCREAM at him[I will really go bash him up] and make his life hell for the rest of his JC life.
oooh..claire's grim words sent a chill down my spine and intimidated me so much,i peed in my pants!!hurhurhur..lalala..been a while since i exercised my gift of speaking daggers..woah..felt the adrenaline rush that lifted my spirit and mood mile high today..hurhur..=))*sigh*i pity those wimps that are,till today,manipulated by her..*sigh*thatz either pure misfortune,or sheer stupidity..i think the latter applies..hurhur..
claire:plus he didn't say sorry either.
for HER information,i did forgive everyone and i did apologise to huiling via sms,but reading her blog that evening made her apology sound forced and cheap..not that i want it anyway..hahaha..
claire:I'm not afraid to admit when I'm wrong.so what if u tarnish your reputation or lose face.
losing ur face is one thing,but i suggest u lose those cellulite thats wrapped tightly and loving around ur waist and thighs first..hurhur..=)))
claire:now it's our fault for trying to help out..trying to make things work when he's doing absolutely nothing.
gawsh..now she's trying to be oh-so-helpful by having things messed up and navigating in the wrong direction..oh,might as well..at least she'll be lost and gone..=)))

ok whatever...I'm so honoured get so many 'compliments' haha!heh.whose english is the worst?
ah!K is so sweet!her newest blog entry is absolutely fantastic!
hmm.I didn't confront or anything like tt because I'm not close to him.it's just tt I don't like the way he's acting.ah.whatever..

7:15 PM

his self declared war

From HL's tag board again,
abRa: hUiliNg:whAt elSe cAn i sAy?.goOd riddAncE tO u.baNisHing u tO 1*beep*2 is bEiNg oN u.jUz disiNtegRatE lAr.pEaCe will eNsUe.
abRa: kArmeN:u'Re ntH mOre thaN a clAssiC eXaMplE of a hypOcRttE,tUrniN tO fRieNds oNly wHen u neEd tHem.if u dAre,sWeaR.1*beep*2 it.oR rAtHeR,yOu?
abRa: clAirE:tHis issUe iS nOn of uR bUsiNess,sO dOnt bE sUchA a 1*beep*2 by pOkiN uR itcHy haNds iN.iRwiN:doNt gEt all-sO pHilOsOpHicAl lAr.it doEsNt maKe u soUnd aNy sMartEr.

this is bad.hmph.I shall complain to them.well,this is obviously a declared war.I can flare up at him.but I don't care.I will not care about him.the rest too.it's just too much!hmph if I'm in school,I'll just SCREAM at him[I will really go bash him up] and make his life hell for the rest of his JC life.haha.he has just escaped from it.haha!
well I'm at home studying.geog.
I'm gonna pass.I didn't get to study yesterday as I was so sleepy I went to sleep.haha.shall go study more.I think I need to go downstairs to get some stuff.
oh...ok back to studying!
heh!no more thinking about tt matter till I get to talk to K.
but happy day so far.nice sleep=p

10:45 AM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

search for the perfect umbrella

a good day.
school was pretty ok.
I got drenched on my way to school.thanks to myself not having the habit to bring umbrella to school.P came late to school 'cos her area was pouring.so poor me had to walk real quick to school.I looked like I bathed twice when I got to school.umbrella shopping!
sigh.but I think I should be ok.I'm only half sick.I got cough from my sis n bro.
lessons were so-so.I need to do up my chinese file again!most of us were sleeping thru human geog tutorial=p GP was boring! I'm getting to doing my maths tutorials!yay!I'm on my way..for chem,I really need alot of help.but I'll make it or I'll be ruining my future which is bad.
I was super sleepy at times.argh!my throat is so itchy!!yuck!
things seem to be going fine.I hope so.well,just see how things go..
M18 ppl are so sick!but it's super funny though=p
I'm in kidsRead.me K P n S are in.well,we're sacrificing our friday nights for about 10 weeks.I'm ok with it although it means less time to study n I gotta mug so hard.
tree's monday blog entry is so sweet.hmm.I wonder how he can write stuff like tt.ha!
my aunt is going back to America tml.I'll miss her!
I'm gonna mug for geog mock term exams.super duper hard.I will pass.
[hey ser,thanks for tt msg in the morn.made me feel real happy!glad tt u like my cookies!shall bake more for u next time.sorry tt I couldn't get more for u.ur bday ok?]
glad tt my blog entries r interesting=p

7:00 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

the need to pass.

my combined results for 1st semester.
GP- D7
Chinese-C5
Maths-F
Chem-F
Bio-C
Geog-E
I do not qualify for taking 4 A level subjects.but I'm still taking them.I'm not sacrificing any of my subjects.I need my sciences n maths.I love geog.for once my chinese is actually better than GP!!!oh my..
ok I need to work super hard for my promos.I do not want to drop subjects.I don't want to be left behind in J1.I want to be promoted.I want to be with my class.I cannot waste one year of my time.
I will put in extra effort.I will do my best to mug.I won't slack too much.I will revise.I won't spend too much time slacking n sleeping.
I must do all this!!!
bleah..yuck=p
I will try my best...
gotta mug like mad!no more computer!!ban myself!shall think about it!!

9:45 PM

nus

ok today is one of my happiest days for this term.
having lots of fun in school with my classmates.playing,laughing,teasing,just talking a having fun with eachother is so fun.no worries,no problems.how nice.everyday should be like tt!
going out with Ser n YY.my best pals..crapping,laughing,being rubbishy,eating n eating,encouraging each other.talking about super weird stuff.hmm.being with them just brightens up my life.
[yes YY,we will get into NUS science faculty ok?we'll get there together!somehow we'll pass our promos our prelims and get good results for our A'levels.and YAY!we'll be in the same school again!
Ser u have get to NUS too!at least we'll be in the same school!don't get so upset about us moving.we'll still meet up with u!our september babies party!haha..try ur best for ur tests k?don't ever give up!]
yay!just a really really good day for me.
drinking tea makes me abit crazy.haha.we're so aunty-ish!argh!eating fried oyster together.haha!going to supermarkets n stuff.funny!
luv u guys so much!

9:30 PM

fantastic.happy.great.the best.

hmm.
a totally great day.
well everybody was so happy=)
school was pretty ok.lessons were quite ok.
we were relieved when he didn't come to school,so we don't have to bother about tt problem=p
haha.saw him in the morn.what rubbish about having a headache when I saw him in sch uni.hmph.
it was a really good day.truthfully speaking.
chinese listening compre went fine.at 1st,I couldn't understand a single thing but later on I did=)
well,I have to appeal to take 4 A level subjects 'cos I didn't meet the criteria[2 AO passes 2 A passes] well I'm still gonna take 4 A level subjects.
chapel was pretty nice.we had this gal from australia.I like her songs.they're very meaningful..I like the song eternity the best=p it's so sweet!!!!
after school was terribly funny!ha!
[hey irwin hope u had a great time in school celebrating ur bday with us!red shirt is cute!!haha=p HAPPY BDAY!!]
ok off to meet ser n YY.yay!!!!!!!!!!

5:45 PM

the baddy of the year.haha!

hmph..we have to be out in the open.I can't take it anymore..
look what he said!I don't care whether he's going to get pissed off or whatever.I'm sick n tired of his attitude..
From HL's tag board'
abRa: aNd,bEiNg a typiCal sVCorpiO,bEiNg oUtnUmbeRed isNt aN issUe fOr mE,cUz mAjoRity haRdly wiNs.tHe otHeRs:stOp aCtiN cOy.
abRa: hAh.seeMs liKe u weRe kiNda rEluCtaNt aBt sAyiN sOrry.aNd i aiNt angRy witH uR bEhavioUr,bUt jUz tHe faCt thAt tHe 3 of tHeM cOnfrOntEd mE iN sUch a manNeR afteR heaRiN u poUr oUt uR wOes.

ok.this is totally ridiculous..
HL said sorry to him.K was nice during friday's bio lecture to even talk to him about it.he said he's ok with everything now and he has forgiven us.so what is he trying to say? he says something nice then now he's totally differing in his opinion now
so ya..now it's our fault for trying to help out..trying to make things work when he's doing absolutely nothing.
well he assumes too much.
plus puh-lease horoscopes do not dictate your life.they're just a bunch of crap which coincidentally happen to be true at times.
see who's acting coy...
meaning of coy from online dictionary
Tending to avoid people and social situations; reserved.
well he is.he's shutting himself from the class.look who is he talking to?seems to me he's only talking to P J n A..we're all going about our normal lives.seems like he's taking joy in 'pot calling the kettle black'HA!
hmph as if the minority wins ALL THE TIME.wait till he gets a taste of his own medicine.assumptions..the majority wins 99.9% of the time..so where's his puny 0.01%?
plus he didn't say sorry either.tt idiot thinks he's correct ALL the time.how egoistic can u get.well ppl do do wrong stuff at times.I'm not afraid to admit when I'm wrong.so what if u tarnish your reputation or lose face.so much about humility...
from his blog profile,
wEll..huMiliTy iS a viRtUe.aNd beiNg tHe hUmBle peRsoN tHat i am i sHaN't sAy aNythiNg aBoUt mYselF leSt U thiNk i'M boAstiNg..hAhA..

whole bunch of crap.hmph..
call me immature,call me a b*tch,call me anything u want.I don't care.I'm a lil kid whatever..hmph don't mess with me.I'm truly very pissed with tt idiot fella..
tt fella better watch out if he does anything more.I'll just scold him right in front of everyone.I don't care.watch me!
what an idiot!
to think I wanted to forgive him..but I will if he repents..

3:00 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

harry potter and the half blood prince..

I'm super tired...
my day was great..
geog lecture in the morn was pretty ok..quite interesting at times..
after tt,I went to meet nana at the mrt and guess who I saw?Da yappy=) he's so cute n tall!plus he looks better now probably because of NS.haha.I haven't seen him for ages.so I was like kinda happy then=) a bunch of them met up..ex-4E3'02 ppl..
haha!we went to causeway point.we walked around searching for the perfect place to eat before settling for BK.haha.while eating,I saw this fella wearing JJ Bikila shirt..I was like hmmm seems like J 'cos he lives in tt area n the way he walked I guess..I only got to see the back view.but the hair was terrible though.tt's why I hesitated to tell nana.I hope he doesn't read this=p we ended up calling him using my phone n nana talking..to confirm tt tt was him walking pass.haha.
it was really fun going out with nana.hehe.as usual,we talked about eating alot of stuff.school n lots of other stuff..we ate lotsa of stuff,talked alot and shopped! fun!
after tt,I went to church which was pretty ok..we went out for dinner which is quite nice.
BEST PART!!
I read the new harry potter book!yay! in 3hr15min.not bad eh?I was stuck on my bed for ages...
it's pretty nice I guess.I'm quite uneasy about how stuff turned out.I expected certain stuff to happen but not tt part...
haha.but it's cool!u guys gotta read it.
HAPPY DAY!!!
God has given me more than I expected..a great week despite tt thingy..so many people he has put into my life to cheer me up after tt thing=)

11:45 PM

ALL done by ME!

haha.
HAPPY DAY!
although stuff aren't really settled but it seems like it's getting better.
I like PE lessons!body combat.I think it's super duper fun!haha!
I so love geog tutorials.GEOG ROCKS! haha.Mr Lynn is so funny n nice.I like geog tutorials the best.
lessons were pretty ok..I didn't donate blood in the end.I don't know why..
well,I got a form from my form teacher.I'm supposed to drop a subject[Chem or maths.it's listed in the form]I'm so not dropping any subject.I can't afford to 'cos I'm definitely doing some life science course in uni.I will need both chem n maths.plus I don't wanna give up geog.so yes I will hang on.I won't let them make me drop subjects=P
we signed up for kidsREAD.I think it'll be a really nice CIP.plus Mr Lynn as teacher in charge=) tt's even better...
hmm..me n K didn't go gym-ing afterall we went to get the gym towel n went home=p haha..we'll work out a go-to-gym day.
I came back n did dinner.I did it all by myself.Spaghetti with meatballs=)
I chopped up veg[well it took me about 15min?],chopped up more stuff,mixed up ingredients for meatballs,blended the tomato sauce,sauteed garlic,threw in the sauce,cook meatballs,threw in the veg,simmered for a while n ta-da my spaghetti sauce! I boiled some pasta n dinner was ready.
I'm proud of myself.dinner all done by myself=) plus it turned out great!yay!
I can't get biqi.I don't know where is she.i guess another day..
happy day..geog lecture on sat again! I'm probably going out with nana tml.haha.shall go discuss with her.
Have a great weekend!
I like green tea swiss roll[breadtalk's] it's super nice!I love it..

8:45 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

what to say..

I don't know whether today is a nice day or bad day.
actually I quite like today.I like to got to school late.
lessons were pretty ok.I was ok till tt thing happened.I didn't feel pissed at all at 1st.but later I did feel pissed but bio made me feel normal.
I can't stand the way he reacted but..after some thinking,I realised what good do I benefit from if I continue being angry.I've decided to forgive n forget.although both parties are at fault,he doesn't seem to get tt idea.I really don't know what he's thinking.
I hope God will guide him and let him find the correct path to walk on.I pray that God will give us the strength to carry on n may the friendship never be broken.
but at tt point in time,I really needed Ser n YY.they always cheer me up.well Ser always.YY sometimes but most of the times...haha!ok I'm being bad..
PE is nice.our PE teacher is really really nice.he's nicer than Nemo=)
I'm going to the school gym tml.gotta workout since I'm going back to my normal diet.I ate icecream today=p
I think tree's specs is really cool..
well what is done is done.
off to eat dinner,watch tv n study=( I got to 'cos tml biqi is coming over.
never lose faith in God..for he will always be there for us all..

6:30 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

glad

happy day again=)
God has really answered my prayers for a good week=)
lessons was pretty ok.funny stuff happened during chinese=p it's super funny!haha!
surprsingly I didn't go back home immediately after school.I stayed back to eat lunch with J n Liz.I said grace.I'm not used to it but I'll try it out more often.then went to sit a the bleachers with K before going off.
I cannot stuck to a diet plan 'cos I'll end up eating more so I'm reverting back to my normal stuff[everything except soft drinks] haha..
I like green tea stuff now.weird..
I slept more than studying.I was supposed to wake up at 6 but I woke up at 745=( well,I've organised my file.I tried to do half a chem tutorial but I can't get all the answers.I did my chinese stuff which is really easy 'cos the topic is about family.I love my family=)
hmm..ok I don't know what I'm thinking about.

11:30 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

haha!

yay!
happy day at last=) it was nice laughing like mad.haha!
P didn't come to sch today.I walked alone to school=( but it's ok.I took e later train.she had heart pain.S didn't come either! so sad!I miss them..
but still it was a nice day...we had student investiture.it's quite interesting but boring at times.but it was super funny 'cos I couldn't take e opera-ish way our CF teacher was singing e hymn.I laughed like mad.I really couldn't stop laughing.I bet if S is around she'll laugh more than me.I know it's bad but it's just too much=p
haha.well lessons were pretty ok..well I'm gonna have a mock term exam for geog next week!!so urgh! I gotta start studying.I cannot fail..I'm so slack!well,I really need to do alot of homework.today is study day.but I guess I'll just read up some geog before sleeping.
lunch was quite nice.A is so sick.he's always coming up with e sickest stuff!we had some radio DJ talk which was quite stupid.I was like highlighting stuff during it..and nobody cared..
I forgot to bring stuff today.I didn't bring my ez-link card n my waterbottle..so forgetful.
hmm..I need to study but I only want to study geog n bio which are my stronger subjects=p so i have to study all=(
haha.hopefully tml will be a nice day too..chinese oral!BQ is having his too..meeting Ser n YY=) yay!
[hey Irwin,thanks for doing e chinese project thing.sorry tt we didn't do much n u have to lose sleep over it..]
[eh YY u said u will message me today!!!bluff me!so bad!]

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

yay!got more stuff for my new house!

I had a pretty nice day.
I woke up at 8+ to go to church alone.it was pretty ok.I saw quite a few ppl.. I got home lazed around for a while.then later on we went out for lunch at alexander.it was really nice.
well,after tt,we went to some teakwood furniture showroom around depot road.there's so much furniture!we got our dining table=) it's nice.it's medium brown.e chairs r really comfy...I want to get this bedside table which is really really cute.but I guess I'll be able to get it some other time..
I got home n plopped on my bed to take a nap.I was kinda blurry.I woke up at 415 'cos I had tuition.I had to settle e project stuff.so I had to go in out out of my room during tuition.but luckily I managed to send tree all e stuff.yup.It should be pretty ok.
I'm proud of myself. did all my 24 newspaper articles in one go=) I cut n highlighted stuff already.so yay!I only need to find a blue file.I don't need to care about it anymore.
I'm setting monday,wednesday and friday as my study days.I will study for one hour only.I hope I can stick to this schedule thing.I can do anything I want to tuesday n thursday=) yay!
haha.

9:30 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

new blog pic again=)

yup I shall continue about my day.
well,after geog I went off to meet my chinese project group.HL who isn't in my group came too.she helped us in translating lots of stuff.
[Thanks HL!u were a great help=)]
haha.luckily I got something to eat or I'll be starving...hehe..chi project was pretty ok.well we're doing Jay Chou=) my fav! haha.I bet most of them is suffering from an overdose of Jay chou.but it's really hard to do it in chinese.we did e project for abt 4 hours+.it was boring n tiring at times but at least we got most of it done.tree will have to add in pics tt I'm supposed to send to him n some editing I guess.then we'll be done.
I realised something lil brothers like to talk themselves.well I caught tree's lil bro J talking to himself.my lil bro tim does too.haha...
I didn't get to go for today's church 'cos we ended pretty late.so I'll go for tml's service by myself...
later on I went off to meet YY.an impromptu thing.I had dinner with her church friends.YY treated me to bubble tea.she purposely bought me something fattening.so bad!it was boring at times but bearable 'cos I had my music=) she couldn't cheer me up as in make me smile.I refused to smile.haha!I saw A in westmall.
I changed my blog pic again.it's not very clear 'cos photobucket resized it too small.but I did e pic all by myself as I was searching for Jay pics for e project.I copy-&-pasted stuff here n there n resized n ta-da a nice jay banner=) I did e format again.so it's nice.
tired but slightly happy...

11:45 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

my day

I had a pretty ok day..
Lessons were as usual..boring.but I enjoyed geog tutorial with Mr Lynn.it was/is e nicest lesson of e entire week.he's such a nice teacher!!!!I failed geog on e whole but I passed physical geog!!!!!yay!!!!!!it's a great achievement for me as I have never done pure geog before..
I failed chem 23.5%.it's the worst ever.well I'm last in class for chem.e 2nd lowest is 32%.see e difference?
but I'm ok with it...
pissed off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I can't stand it..I HATE PEOPLE SHOUTING AT EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!
whatever..I guess it's simply a bad day even when I want it to end nicely.....
after school,l went out with P n S.P went off for ballet.S had a date with her friends.I went back...at least dinner was nice..
GP-F
Maths-F
Geog-O
Chem-F
Bio-B
Chi-?
my mum is ok with my results.so long it doesn't happen for my promos it's fine with her.she knows I'll study when I really need to..
I witnessed something stupid that happened on e train going home.A group of gals[probably around sec 2 or 3] accused a thai guy who doesn't know chinese or english of snapping a pic of one of e gals' butt.well it seems like that guy did do so.A fella supposedly saw him doing so.so they being very very rude demanded that they check his hp for e pic.they tried to snatch it from him.I think it's terrible...the way they acted.totally immature n so so so bad for e Singaporean image..they gave him e chao ah lian face.I couldn't take it but I didn't do anything.I don't care about what they're doing.I'm just very irritated by the way they acted.it's not that I'm defending e guy.he's at wrong too.but those gals shouldn't act like this.
well if it's me,I wouldn't care less.it show that u're attractive.what's wrong with taking a pic of a pretty gal..appreciating beauty.it's not as if he took a pic of e gal in a compromising position...it's just so yucky..they acted like b*tches.can't stand it..
in short it has been a crappy week.everyone are not their usual selves.I'm too tired to care.I'm stoning n everything else...'cos I'm tired not because I'm depressed.I don't have enough sleep.my weekend is packed.I hope to get some rest n study a lil 'cos promos is in 2 months time.I cannot fail.I don't want to waste 1 year of my time.
[hey jadey..sorry about being moody n stuff.it's just that I'm tired n stuff..sorry tt u had to put up with me]

9:30 PM

sigh..

ok I'm sick of people being moody n depressed n blah blah blah due to maybe academics or friendship and THEY DO NOT REVERT BACK TO THEIR USUAL STUFF AFTER SO MUCH COMFORTING BY THEIR FRIENDS.it's not that I'm insensitive.but it's just pushes my limits too too much.I'm a very patient person.I can offer advice for ages n just see e person still being the same old depressed self.but sometimes I'm just so sick of it...it's not that I'm angry with these people or what but I just hope that they can pick themselves up n carry on with life.Is it too much of me to ask for?What's e use of living each day in that manner?
When a person thinks of suicide,he/she better think of e consequences before even thinking about it.even in e worst situation,suicide should never come to mind.it's a gift from God.it is not to be taken for granted..
problems can be solved no matter how hard they are.why won't people just wake up n realise how much they are affecting people around them?one should never give in...not ever.
yes.I'm quite obviously pissed off...
certain character traits can be slightly changed.we just need more effort to do so instead of dismissing it on e pretext that it is an inborn trait.Should this people change I'll be very happy for them.not only will it make e world a better place.people around them will be very happy.haha.sounds like an essay!
going back into e shadow may be a blessing in disguise not something bad..
*sigh* what to do?
helpless...

9:30 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

new blog pic.initial d again.

I changed my blog pic again.haha!
I had a pretty slow moving day.I wasn't my normal self.well sort of..
I failed GP 23/50.I hope they'll moderate so that I'll pass my final grade..
e day was pretty boring.PW was boring.we were slacking n doing nothing much.e rest was pretty boring.hmm.there's like nothing much to entertain me.
*sigh*but life just goes on.
tml is thursday.I hope it'll be nice.I seem to have less to blog about everyday.I shall watch TV.
I'm still watching Jay MVs.I can't stop watching them.it's not about just looking at Jay but listening to him sing n e lyrics of each song.
more n more people r getting depressed because of their term exam results.we have no choice but to accept it.we just need to study a lil harder n not slack so much I guess..cheer up people!

6:45 PM

failing stuff like nobody's business..

well today was a pretty ok day despite all e disappoinment r being pissed off...
I was really tired.I couldn't help it.
I failed maths.22/70.I didn't feel sad at all in fact I was my normal self.
I'm gonna fail
-chem 'cos I'm gonna fail my terms n I failed most of my tests.
-geog 'cos I screwed up my essays
-GP 'cos like practically everyone failed according Gp teacher who seems to have gone over a mini-makeover[hair n specs] plus I failed ALL my graded assignments.I need to say good luck to myself.haha.
well I failed maths already.I can only pray to pass my chinese n bio.haha this is e worst tt I have ever done.my mum will just kill me.but it's ok.I deserve it anyway but I'll pay more attention to stuff in school.
School was pretty slack.nothing much really...I went home alone.I was kinda bored.I wanted to buy choc but I told myself not to spend money on choc or I'll grow even fatter which I already am.

So blessed I can't contain it
So much,I got to give it away
Your love taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me

6:45 PM

out from 745 to 1030.

haha!
I had a great day yesterday.I didn't blog 'cos I was really tired.
I went to e ICA buliding to do my citizenship early in e morn.so I have dual citizenship now=) but my blue ic has a hole in it 'cos it's invalid.later on I went down to town with my mum to Borders 'cos I wanted to spend my gift card thing.I got a CD n a book[raise the red latern.it's really nice]we went around orchard to get some stuff.we ate at Plaza Sing's Ajisen.it's so nice.we ate e hottest ramen.hehe.so nice n yummy!
I went to meet A n K.we all wore e same thing.haha.black top n jeans.we walked around.we went over to meet tree n HL at heeren.we took neoprint!!it's really cute=) haha for once I'm e one who decorated all e stuff k.hehe.stuff was pretty slow moving.I was kinda bored but it got better when we went to take neoprint.but I did enjoy going out with them.
well e best part of my day was going out with my BV gang[nana,E YY BS] JX couldn't make it 'cos she's sick.we met at JP.I got there early so I walked around a lil n got a pair of earrings n a Jay album[Fantasy plus]I'm yet to watch e MVs.
it was SO FUN!!!I never had so much fun in such long time.we went to e fun fair outside JP.we played super top dancer.it's this ride where ppl sit in one row n the thing just turns n turns quick fast.HAHA!we screamed our heads off.every single turn we screamed non-stop.HAHA!we were so noisy.hehe.after e 1st time playing that,we went in JP to eat.KFC!!!haha.we talked quite abit=) later on we went to play that thing again!this time YY played with us.but poor gal can't take such stuff.
[hey YY sorry..]
but still it was super fun!only five of us sat for e ride.e uncle kindly made it super long n super fast for us.SO FUN!!!!!we screamed like mad n really loud.there's actually this empty space in front of e ride machine.but as we were playing more n more ppl began to fill up e space.haha.most probably to come along to see a few crazy gals scream their head of.but e feeling of screaming n playing that ride thing is so relaxing n FUN!!oh my...we went totally mad...I got bruises from the ride[4!] nana's is worse..
but we all had to go home..I miss them!my bestest pals!haha.
[JX!u missed out all e fun.but never mind there's always a next time.take care!]
really fun day.I had a really great weekend.

6:30 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

my new home=)

haha.I had a pretty nice day.
I woke up,grabbed some stuff to eat n went out with my family to look at e show apartment.we didn't get to see our penthouse but we saw something which would be like our 1st floor.my room will be smaller than e one now=( but it's ok.I like my new place though.e swimming pool is gorgeous.haha.it's just very nice.plus it'll take me real quick to walk to e mrt.yay!
we had bread n soup for lunch.my mum made foccacia bread which is really nice.OK I admit I'm terrible at baking bread but all my other baked stuff is better than my mum's!lunch was really really nice..
haha.I went to watch Elizabeth[VCD] which is quite entertaining..about 545 I went out with my mum to look at lighting to get for my new house.there r quite a few nice ones.I want stuff to look nice.at least with me around my mum won't get weird stuff.well it seems like I'm e moderator or whatever for all e furniture or stuff bought for e house.HA! we're going to have really cool lighting for e dining n living room.since we have a 2-storey ceiling for e living room,we're gonna have something hanging from e top.cool.we haven't decided what to get though.
I'm going to ICA to do my citizenship thingy.I'm gonna get dual citizenship till 21.how nice.I get to enjoy e best of both worlds=) well I'm doing it in e morn.dad's gonna send me n my mum.then we're going to kino.I'm gonna pick up a couple of nice books.later on I'm going to meet A n K to watch initial d again.nana just called me not long ago to ask me to go to some fun fair near her place.HAHA.we had so much playing all those stuff last time.I remember nana bluffed her way thru to get primary school rates when we were all sec 2.HAHA!so funny!we're gonna have lots of fun.we'll be so so so noisy.we're always like tt when we go out anyway.me n nana would always be laughing non-stop.
nice weekend!!
I'm still happily listening to Jay.

9:45 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

Passion AC!

I'm happy.
it has been a very very trying week for me.the exams just tires me out.I was so dreading taking exams.but I did get thru it.thanks to all those who encouraged me.it's really a great help.I never felt so discouraged by exams.well it's e hardest exams tt I have ever taken in my entire life.
I shall go thru my exams.
GP[monday] was ok.It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.I can pass hopefully.
Geog[wednesday] was a killer.everything went wrong.I studied like mad n I couldn't do e paper.my teachers r going to be so disappointed.
Chem SPA[wednesday] was pretty ok.I was kinda nervous so my hand was shaking=( I couldn't get e last answer.I wanted to key in e answer but 'stop writing' argh!
Maths[thursday] was another killer.I didn't know how to do 80% of e paper.half of my answers r blank.how nice..
Bio[thursday]- was ok.I'm confident in passing it.I put in e most effort for bio.so hopefully I'll get a pretty good grade.
Chinese[today] was boring but ok.Luckily I had chinese tuition on thursday.e casino question for compo came out.e rest is pretty standard.I hope I pass.
Chem[today] is my most screwed up paper.I couldn't do so much.I wrote 4 lines for my 20mk free response question.I picked n chose answers for my MCQ.I left stuff empty for my structured question.I hope I can even get 15-20 mks out of 80.HAHA!
monday evening was nice.I met up with YY to get her to teach me some stuff.I met E too 'cos she wanted to get some stuff from YY.I saw so many ex-classmates!!I saw EH,N,BS,Nurul!,CS n erm I don't know who else.I was pretty shocked to see so many of them.
the rest of e days were mugging sleeping eating n watching TV.so pathetic.I realised mugging does not help me at all!!!gosh...I'm gonna be so dead for my exams!
but they're all over:) I had chocolates to encourage me.
Tuesday-Meiji Macadamia in Milk chocolate[thanks YY for buying it for me!i ate it for e entire day!]
Wednesday- M&M peanuts
Thursday-Mars Bar
Friday-Dove hazelnuts in milk chocolate
not bad eh?
today was a nice day although I screwed up my chem.we're going to have body combat lessons for pe for 5 weeks.it's gonna be fun!!!
me P n S went out.haha.we went to UOB centre 'cos S needed to return her aunt stuff.we ended up eating at Yoshinoya.HAHA.P was thinking about going for Passion AC while S was thinking about how to go clubbing.well me,erm nothing much.I can do anything but I can't go clubbing.my mum will so kill me...I saw tricia[jj classmate] what a coincidence...
we ended up going for Passion AC[praise n worship].it was nice although boring at parts[sermons->yuck!but I listened,ok! even when I look as if I'm stoning]I was so encouraged when I saw S sing:) at least I understand some stuff going on.I feel motivated.well sort of.God has a plan for us.how nice.
we all got to see our eyecandy.S was peeking at her's during it.P only got to see her's back view.well,I got to see mine[AL!] he's back.he came at e very last part.at least I caught a glimpse of him.God is being nice=)
happygalz!tt S is influencing me...
I bought a Jay concert DVD[the one 2002] to watch!yay!I'm suffering withdrawal symtoms from not drinking milk for days although I bought a pack of choc milk on my way home.
supermarket trip is tml!yay!!!!
I'm so tired.I haven't been sleeping much for e entire week.I survived thru e nights with tea!!on days I didn't take an afternoon nap.tea induced sleep equals no studying=p my bedroom is e best.haha.
my body is aching like mad.I got a backache from sleeping weirdly yesterday.ow...

11:45 PM